Could You Explain Why? Poem by Beth Ann

You cheated
Hit me
Used me
Stalked me
Harassed me
Threatened to kill me

Even though you did all that
I still have dreams about you
And it brings up feeling
I once had for the person
You pretended to be
I try so hard to get over
These dreams and feelings about you

But they just keep on happening
And I just want them to stop
I wonder if you feel the same about me
And have dreams about me to
But you always seem to have a chick
By your side so it's hard telling
If you actually had feeling for me at all

I don't understand why I care at all
Or why these feeling keep on reoccuring
Can someone please explain
The psychology behind all this
I know I don't want to be in a relationship with you
But I do miss being friends and talking with you
But then again your insane and can't be trusted

So why do I crave you so much?
Is this some kind of childish tendency
That I have because other girls
Show interested in you more
And I can't have you
So it makes me want you more
Is that the reason?
I want you back now?