Courtney, 9/1/2011 Poem by Miranda Weller

It is so hard to share these moments with you. The things my heart feels are the realest things I have ever felt. You have some sort of power that can crush my soul. The love I have is so strong that it literally scares me. Looking into your eyes, I am lost yet feel so free. The melody of your voice, a symphony so soft and beautiful to comfort me. Capture this feeling forever, I must have you forever. Lose you and I lose my self. Burdens following me from the wreckage in the past. My soul cries because I crumbled your heart. I once mistreated your love never to happen again. Imagine my self married to you, together turning shades of grey. Accepting the opportunities as they are created in front of me. Refusing to let go this time, you have kept my heart safe and now I must protect yours. I love you so much, nothing can change that. You are too far inside my soul. Confused on where we are I embrace every moment in fear it may be the last. I am here to stand beside you, not in front of you or behind you. You give me feelings I have never felt for another, they are so complicated yet make me feel complete. My heart stops when you kiss me, my body trembles as you touch me. Oh, how to explain these feelings I feel. I forgot that I do not have to; we are one of the same. Scared of the pain and heartache. It should not be this hard to share these many more memories with you.
Love, Miranda