Crashed Words Thoughts Poem by Michelle Asswit

Losing my voice
My face is lost in a crowd
My smiles gone to the abyss
And my head is missing it's crown
Everything is going right
Yet I feel so desensitized
It's like I miss the tension
Of everything crashing down
Slowly in my mind
I was growing stronger with the tears
And now I find happiness
And luck is combined with fear
Have I lost my identity?
Because I feel alive
Because I have a dream life
Trapped in a doll house
With the kids looking in
Wanting it to end
But where did it begin?