Crossroads Poem by Nina gáspari

Crossroads
by ~MissyPatty

I find myself caught in a crossroads
Once again
I should have seen it coming this time
This situation came across my mind
I should have planned it all better
Should have been wiser, a bit smarter
Which way to go?
What direction should I choose?
Just myself and my old fear of loosing
The wind of change blows my hair
The dust right now is forcing me to close my eyes
But I can´t make this decision while blind
Feeling weightless right now
I´m going wherever the peaceful breeze takes me
I find myself staring at destiny
Looking straight at its eyes
Face to face
But my eyes want to cowardly look away
People tell me I should love it
When I really want to leave it
Still trying to find myself
While drifting away
The walls of destiny are now closing in
Still looking for myself
Right here, is where I can´t stay.