Cry Myself To Sleep Poem by Shilesha Johnson

i want to go to sleep for I am so tired
i wish that i could just choose what the outcome is
and tell my heart that it's fired
because i am always hurting
and i know that sometimes i can be deserving
but this is too crazy
what happened to us bayb?
what happen to the US that first met?
that would sacrifice anything for one another
and not once ever regret
looks like i'll be crying myself to sleep tonight
i hung up the phone with you
and jus let out my cry
i look at the time as it read 11: 43
and i think about how you and i used to be
i think of the times that you mentioned
o remember when i got detention
and you went to serve it with me?
i would do it all over again
if it meant you and i once again becoming WE
i would change any mistake and make it corrected
not have messed up
becasue GOD did not have anyone else selected
he created you for me
you and i are meant to be
i cry myself to sleep
and before i rest my eyes
i look at the clock once more
11: 45