Cry (Short Story) Poem by Jordan Everly

Should I cry when im gonna die? Or should i be sad when you make me mad? Should i try when i know im gonna die? Should i love those that cant? Im so confused at what i should do. I cry every day in my confusion. People call me an outcast because im bi-sexual. Im lost because i only trust myself. what should i do? what can i do? Do i give in and listen to them? Do i change myself to fit their standards? I dont know what to do! Please help!