Curse The Tears Poem by Izobelle Pulgo

i curse the tears that never seem to end
wishing that my heart could stop bleeding
at the thought of you
loving someone else.

the pain shut out that little happiness left
but it reminds me of you
reminds me of you and of how you broke my heart
the closest i could come
to the beginning of our love story
that was cut short.

i wish i could look at the past from another way
not with tears in my eyes and a longing
that's too painful to ignore.
if you could only hug me that one last time
before you left,
leaving me dangling
on the edge, hoping that you'd come back
but never did.

you left me falling for you,
you left knowing i'll be waiting for you.
i couldn't let go
coz after all this time,
my heart is broken in two
loving you.

and in the end,
the pain is all i have
to remind me that i was once loved
by the man of my dreams
but that life is unfair,
and in a blink of an eye
the man of my dreams
left me to chase
his own reality,
a reality that does not
include me.