Dark Brown Eyes Poem by Fallen Pixie

I look at the world through
dark brown eyes.
Noone sees what truly goes on
behind the
dark brown eyes.
Behind the brilliant sparkle,
lies the pain.
Behind the sparkle lays
a wall of lies.
Behind the wall lies
hurt and anger, disgust and pain,
sadness and a hint of happiness.
I dont know what to do...
Its becoming all blurry,
I feel like I'm going blind.
My heart is getting heaver,
and my eyes are slowly starting to
close.
Can you help me?
Do you see what truly lies
behind it all.
Can you see the hurt that
I go through or the pain
I endure...
Do you see the scars people
have cause, or the bruises
covering my fragile body
that I cause myself daily.
Do you see what I see?
Can you read my
dark brown eyes?
The anger and hurt slowly
begin to bulid up,
the tears are waiting to flow.
Yet, when I cry my tears are
red and black.
It is getting harder to
make my dark brown eyes
stay open.
I think about all the horrible
things to do.
All the ways to truly make it go away? ?
Can you help me?
Can anyone hear me? ?
Maybe I should just give in.
Let the pressure collaspe me,
and let my dark brown eyes
close for all eternity.