Darkness Poem by Valmiro Zithiz

It´s true im nuts, it´s true it´s an obssesion,
Is certain that im sad,
and that everything makes me mad,
And most of times it´s impossible to say 'So what? ',
I look at the calendar and count the days,
remaining and waiting to pass before my faith,
For my death I wont be late...
Darkness loves me and I love her back,
Shadows araise me and Im thankful for that,
The Snake: Pain evades...
The Crow: love remains...
Misery and hate make me shy of my sorrows,
and my soul pain always borrows,
love, concern, sadness, and then always madness...
Dark simphonies dancing in my hhead...
While I just beg not to die for what lies ahead...
Life makes no sence...
I just can´t climb up this fence...
Darkness blooming like flowers around me...
The petals smell like feelings I can almost see.....
I will only grab a seed and carry it in me...
Cause darkness I accept and I know I wont forget...
No spare time to fly,
No space to float by,
I always tell the voices inside me not to leave me alone...
This madness-hormone grows in me all along....
Darkness is like a calming song....
So little and silly can I be?
I´ll grow big when darkness blooms in me....
My Faith and My Hate,
Fighting in me....
Who will win I shall expect to see....
Words as big as Worlds,
Violently ripping my brain apart...
While sickly and painfully dies my heart....
No more, No more, No more suffering....
Cause my blood falls no more....
All of it is in the floor....
DARKNESS WILL SAVE ME
At least while It remembers me.....