Dead Inside! ! ! Poem by Jessica Vera

Flashbacks rush through my mind every night

as I fight to not even picture the sight.

All you did has slowly killed me inside! ! !



I stay up all night fighting my mind.

I don't want to remember what happened that night.

It's you who has slowly killed me inside! ! !



I toss and turn. No more goodnight!

My fear of you has came to mind.

You still find a way to torture me inside.



I try to gaze up at the sky

to find a shooting star so bright

to wish you stop killing me inside! ! !



To bad there's nothing in sight

to beg for mercy and a better life.

Yet again I'm dying inside! ! !



Doors shut closed so nothing comes by.

I can't sleep knowing you still alive.

Yet I'm still dying inside! ! !



It feels like you stabbed me with a knife.

The bruises and burns that won't leave my mind.

You found a way to kill me inside! ! !



Now I lay here with flashbacks in mind.

I can't sleep a peaceful goodnight.

You have tortured me deep inside! ! !



When can I live a peaceful life.

Have a smile like the stars so bright...

Sadly you have left me DEAD INSIDE! ! ! !