December Embers Poem by Twisted Moon

Disclaimer:
{I'm sorry i've been so mean to you,
When i wrote this I was really sad,
The stuff about your feelings for him aren't true,
I hope this doesnt make you mad,
This was before I knew.}



I've been holding in screams since last night
I want to cry, want to die, I want to fight
Something just doesn't feel quite right
You say you wouldn't hurt me, never desert me, but you might.

And I'm failing in everything else too
What I think of, it is love, it is you
And now I'm a lost cause without a clue
And I want something, but there is nothing, left to do.

My heart will continue to beat your name
But how could I trust you, when I crushed you, all the same?
I should just go back to from where I came
But my best friend, until the end, you will remain.

Even though I don't say it, you know how I feel
I only think of you, you know I love you, this is real.
But these feelings I will never truly reveal
I cannot win, you're not over him, so I conciel.

And if you don't return the feelings I have inside,
There's nothing to say, it is okay, I've already cried.
From you this poem I will probably hide
Because even if you do, you still love him too...we tried.

Disclaimer 2:
{Like I said before,
I know you don't love him anymore,
Sorry that I once wasn't sure,
I will trust you forevermore}