Where am I?
I see the waves surround
True I might be flotsam
But nothing else is around
The waves crash
The waters splash
I see images from the past
Put aboard a cruise ship
Everything is quite serene
Turning to my right
I see an evil gleam
Quickly gasping for air
My mind returns to see
No land in sight
Barely existing among the sea
Was I jettisoned?
Thrown overboard as jetsam?
The memories are near
But I cannot catch them
The waves crash
The waters splash
I see images from the past
Now in a bedroom
With someone under the sheets
I pull back the covers
And with evil I meet
Taken aback in horror
From the face of the threat
The terror stares back
A glare I'll never forget
Coughing up water
I slowly drift back to life
Feeling an odd presence
Floating before me - A knife
I grab it with my left
As I think 'For protection'
Yet in holding it tighter
My mind makes a connection
The waves crash
The waters splash
I see images from the past
Again standing on the deck
Facing someone I cannot see
His face blackened in contrast
Of the reflection from the sea
I squint my eyes and turn
Seeing eighteen people dead
In looking back I realize
I'm staring at my own head
I snap back to the now
Insane by what I've done
So I scream at the heavens
While glaring towards the sun
I slowly lose my voice
As my soul goes numb
and quickly slit my wrist
Waiting for the hunters to come.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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