Desired Fate Poem by chris urbaez

you cant learn to love
till you learn to hate
is this really my desired fate
why would i be stranded without a white dove?
would i forget the one i love?
i desire to hate and look at the sky above
its damp with sadness and dreaded tears
why would i choose the path full of my fears
i chose to lead myself to dark
this is makeing me fall apart
once cold tears drops by another
will my heart ever regain its start
it cracked open for everyone to see
this is not truely me
i desire to love instead of hate
this is my desired fate