Despair Poem by Billy Loving

Along the path I stroll
While I search deep within my soul
A life lived good or bad
Sometimes happy, sometimes sad
Laughing that pleases
Crying that ceases
Right or wrong
I continue to amble along
Images that won't cease
Frustration, a need to release
To the hate, I've become numb
Obstacles, I've overcome
Learning as I go
Many things, I didn't know
Mistake here
Correction there
Always alone
Companionship unknown
Help that never arrives
Anxiety he drives
When the end will be
It's all unclear to me
Still strong enough to carry the load
Reaping from the seeds I've sowed