Destine Or Immaturity? Poem by Blue Angel

In between the misplacements of life's events
there they were a couple together again,
her the prettiest girl out, once to be his princess,
him the one to hold all the ladies’ alertness,
Both very popular to light the night there they were that day.

And together they left, on him she fully trusted.
Their families grew together, for many generations.
Her mind was lost and sunk, sad as they never got engaged.
She drank her pain away; to him an easy target were all her emotions.
Where are we going? - She asked.
Don't worry; you won't do any thing you don't want – He answered.

Inside a room they went, together and alone for the first time.
Scared, there with him and in between his arms, past her bedtime.
His hairy chest against her breast, him so much she adored,
his Kisses, his body...why was he so blind?
Overwhelming feelings cursed her mind
I want to have a baby with you - He whispered
-No, please no – She begged - I’m not prepared

To the guy she loved, her body she trusted,
A baby he wanted not…Neither her to support.
To get the utmost pleasure, her innocence he raped.

On a chirurgic bed she ended lonely and alone,
Waiting to loose a life, breaking her soul in tears, betrayal foregone…
Why are you sad? You don't have to – Nurse Voice spelled in soft tone
Ready she wasn’t, neither to raise a baby nor to loose a life.
The past she left behind, wandering if a CHOICE she truly ever had.