Devious Thoughts That Overwhelm (Suicidal Schizophrenia) Poem by Axiom Wheeler

Devious thoughts that overwhelm.
I feel it's schizophrenia.
Get out of my head,
I don't want her dead,
Why can't I just get rid of ya! ? ! ?

You tapped my brain and into my skull.
My Kryptonite is aching.
You're still in my head,
It's useless to beg.
Right now i still want her passing.

I take the pills the awful stuff.
I pop a dozen daily.
Then I shut my life,
Decide to end this strife.
Maybe guns they aren't TOO crazy.

You see me with the trigger pulled.
What a waist of time.
Because I caused hallucinations,
That's why I chose to leave this station.
Suicide wasn't worth a dime.