Dilemma: Poem by Sylviah Salima

My heart has this one beat of only you:
My heart has this lock: with a lost key:
My heart has this way hard for people to predict;
And now I have a dilemma of you;

I gave up you and I keep walking an endless street:
I choose a path harder than a thousand miles:
How can I feel; when I had a lock in me:
And now I have a dilemma of you:

Time is at hand;
Searching for the unknown:
Going at a distance when all is close;
How could I be searching when the answer was right in front of me:
And bow I have a dilemma of you;

I got hurt;
I hurt you:
We both got hurt:
We suffered the consequences:
I walk in the streets: left in darkness:
I was ungrateful: I was not contented;
And now I have this dilemma of you within me: