Dilemma Poem by bikram baniya

sometimes i wonder y did i let u go so easily.
i am drowning in tears but how r u able to live happily?
sometimes i wonder y didn't i stop u when i had chance.
i had my knees on the floor but u didn't even give a last glance.

i am caught in dilemma, to move on or to give another shot.
should i wait and believe she'll b back the one i love a lot.
or should i show that m strong enough to forget past and look forward?
trap in between the memories, the life seems so awkward.

should i call u or delete u from all the contact.
i cant make a decision, don't know what to do exact.
it cant go on this way, one of those two i have to choose.
if i stay i may ruin my life but if i move on my love i'll lose.

love isn't as simple as we were told.
takes the warmth from your heart, leaving it cold.
brings together two bodies, makes them one and later their soul splits.
your love used to be alive and blooming, but now is dead and it wilts.