Disapear Poem by nicole rassbach

I'm so confused what do i have to lose?

my heart, iv'e lost that already
my mind, lost that too
I lost my ablitly to trust

I lost my abilitly to be completely happy
I lost my spirt
All my hope is gone
can i disapear?
normally i would disapear into my mind but that place is not safe anymore
i want to disapear somewhere without any tears that are unhappy

will you disapear with me disapear from our problems?

take out the bad and replace it with the good
i wish a place like that was really
maybe it is will you find it with me?

lets disapear into the night forget the others just us
can we all three run together?
forget our fears and problems atleast for a while