Disappearing Poem by Suhel Akram

did you notice me,
i am confused and pale,
i am dark red in pain
what is the mistake i have commited
why is you left me?
why are no dreams left to me

watch the streets go naked
there is no one around,
and the drakness prevailing sound,
no one there to hear me
not even heaven watching over me,

cause i am waiting for a moment,
i am wishing for the dawn never come,
to just disapper,
out of the life,
in the dark
and never return back.

time passing by,
but i keep on hearing,
your voice in my head,
telling me who to be,
but you never believed in me.
you never thought,
i deserve the love,
you hold in your heart

why did i never see this day?
coming to me in darks
its now you never want me
now that you have left
i disappear to no where..