Do Not Follow My Footsteps.. Poem by Monica Rose

The pain in my heart, mind, and soul will never go away. The life I live in is fine, but I have made it chaos with my lies and slander. I have made mistakes that no one can fix...not even myself. All the stress overwhelms everyone, and absorbs like a thirsty sponge. The scars on my body tell a mistake that I've made. You've suffered enough in my pain. You have seen too many things that I would never tell or show anyone. I have made you cry over and over..you even followed my footsteps..why would you do that? Why would you want to be like me..?