Dont Know Anymore Poem by Karissa Earley

The distance is unbearable,
i just wish that he could see.
That things aren't getting better,
maybe were not meant to be.

I try my hardest to be happy,
i take his hand in mine.
But when theres no response,
i cant act like everythings fine.

I think of moving on,
as i quickly walk away.
I dont know what else to try,
I dont know what else to say.

It used to be so different,
we used to shine so bright.
But now as days pass by,
i dont think anything will be alright.

These days im feeling so alone;
i cant seem to stop crying.
Just like i cant;
save our love from dying.

Soon he stands before me,
with a half smile upon his lips.
And once again,
my heart it starts to rip.

I want him to see,
the pain within my stare.
I want him to show me,
that some part of him still cares.

I want him to look at me,
like he did in the begining.
A promising smile to let me know,
that my life is not ending.

Will this ever happen? ,
this i do not know.
Does he realy love me?
or will his false love continue to grow? .