Dreaming Of Hell Poem by Eman Awad

Like today but one year ago,
i dreamt of this person and i was falling for.
Before i knew it i missed him so,
and i was ill and in love with no possible cure.
Now that a year passed by,
and i got to know this person very well.
I knew how to be hurt and cry,
now i know i was dreaming of hell...
We dreamt together,
but he left me dreaming on my own.
We never lasted till forever,
unlike what he said, he left me alone.
He promised me every thing,
and he left me poor even in love.
Just sadness and pain he bring,
making me cry was never enough.
A year went by so fast,
but i've learned never to fall for the lie.
The lie of our love will last,
and i'll never let you see the uglyness of goodbye.
I believe that i fell for that,
no one has ever been close to me before.
His words was not that bad,
they came at the right time at my door.
He made me dream of a family,
one of only him and me and our dreams.
I just wish to find a remedy,
that could heal me of those seams.
A year ago i had a wish at this time,
to meet him and talk to him of my love.
And when i did and he became mine,
i felt more unhappy and my life became tough.
Not all we wish in life is for the best,
i wished for sadness and i didn't know.
Maybe we should live forgetting the rest,
when all that it do is letting our pain grow...