Dreaming Of Is Not Poem by Marilyn White

I wish I could say I still want you
I know that I do but deep down
Tempting actions and thoughts lead
Me to believe something else
But what would I do with out you
Not knowing if I am okay
Without you there to tell me that
I am perfect the way that I am
Because I know that I am far from it
I see what are future is going to be like
Its all pretty just like we talked about
The day we are not going to see
Something is going to happen in
Between now and then we going to fail
Can we at least try it out first
So we know what we are missing out on
I knew that we could have been perfect
Till we let the worlds reality takes over
Instead of our beating hearts of love
What are we doing to each other now