Dreams Poem by Naa naa

Im tired of these dreams
sick of the memorys
cant sleep
wont sleep
dont want to sleep
what is reality
is this reality
if so
how do we know
i lay awake
the only time i can get away
i dont wanna
to much pain
to much to bare
can i do it alone
will i make it out alive
am i strong enough
to hold on to wats real
& to let go of wats not
am i smart enough
to know wats real & wats not
am i who i think i am
if this is a dream
then why cant i wake up?