Drifting Poem by lily tariku

I can't tell lies from the truth
I have fallen deep in this dream
I'm floating upon this thread of life
Slowly drifting in and out
I'm stuck in my head
No one can reach me there
Drunken on this pain
Wandering along the stream
Drowning under
I'm going numb
Falling apart
There's no light to bring me out of the dark
That's when I am lost
Lost inside
Nowhere to be found
I used to see life in colors
Now all I see is painful memories
Now when I look
I see I am a ghost of what I
Once was