Emergency Poem by ESPN CHICK

I think I have an emergency
And its me
I swore that I was fine

But something else is telling me otherwise
For some reason I feel like crying every night
Feel like its my lullaby

I have an emergency
I'm so alone and lost within my thoughts
But don't you know that I'm okay

That's what I keep telling myself
I think I've gotten myself to believe that I'm okay
And that's all I will ever be

Emergency please someone help me
I'm losing it slowly
But I'm not leaving anytime soon

Its an emergency
Can you hear my screams
Can you hear my cries late at night

Whoa can you hear me scream at the top of my lungs
I don't want help but there's a part of me that does
And I swear to myself I'm okay

But am I really okay
I don't even know
Its an emergency I don't know how much more I can hang onto

I'm not sure to let go or to keep holding on
Cause I'm so broken and bruised
So alone and confused that I'm not sure about anything anymore



January 27,2008

**NOT GOOD I KNOW....BUT O WELL**