' Emily ' Poem by Devi Beaver

You have done me wrong so
so so
many times
from the beginging
You ditched me
and ignored me
to hang out with people
that,
eventually ditched you
you came grovling back
we gave you a second chance.
Then, you
made attacks on my body
and on my best friends body
Calling us 'fat'
'squishy'
telling us we needed to loose wieght
As if that wasnt enough,
you came out as bi this year
when everyone ignored you,
i was there
i was the one who helped you
the one who covered for you
yet, you felt the need to snoop
You....
You disgust me
You read through my text messages,
reading ones that had nothing to do with you, but everything to do with someone very close to me
All because you dont trust your girlfriend
Then, you got pissed at me
for no reason,
and just started being
at total
beyotch
to me.
I let you use me
Why?
i have no idea
but, you did
I am constantly worried about,
will this set you off?
quite frankly,
my mental health,
is not very high as it is
I have struggled with depression,
I thought that i had pulled myself
out of my hole
But, when i had problems you didnt care
all that mattered was Thea
I am so done with you.
My brain and my body do not need
you abuse
I only wish i had the courage to tell you why i dont want to be your friend anymore.