Ending Everything Poem by VUSI CHRIS VENUS MALALA

The lips that kissed my spirit
are now the lips that leased with my life and love.
The hips that held me close are now the blocks that put my heart on pause.
Maybe I should take a rope and tie myself up.
The last beat was fast like a ferrari on a three-lap course...but still the cause is unknown.

First she hit it down and I loved it. Now she hit it straight into my heart with a sniper's accuracy.
My heart is torn and my days are gone.

They say 'chance favors the prepared mind'
I thought mine was prepared for love.
I relied on her for my happiness, but by chance she took it away from me.

Always known happiness as a decision and not as an event of circumstances, but the inverse was: sadness is always after the happy ones and it's an event of chance.

Can I call it a quit?
but a true hero stands to fight for what he believe is right
and so shall I stand to fight my battles as I'm not a kneeling coward.

I can't suffer another defeat
I have my victories and defeats & now I'm aiming above the mark to hit the mark with precision and accuracy and I will win

And if I loose, I choose to loose my life


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