Endless Battles Poem by NaNa Nana

My heart is kicking and punching, fighting its way to pop out of my chest. I relax by taking a deep breathe. Anger rises straight to my head, what can I do when all I've wished is to be dead. Help! I scream silently, only way to let it out would be violently. I dont want to proceed with this game, but it seems to be taking over a part of my brain. Im slowly going insane, it has no shame but who is there to blame. My organs are an army, with a beating sergeant. The bullets are emotions, causing extreme comotion. deteriorating my inside. Causing pain on each side. I shiver, as cold sweat wets my entire body. Connecting me to major psychology. All I need is someone to hold; just to calm my nerves but i get kicked to the curb. These endless battles come and go, please just leave me alone. I already know that you want me to fold but Im fighting for the throne. So we can keep with this on and on, untill your gone. Because I am the ONE!