Every Time And Never Poem by Gainor Ventresco

every time and never over and above the whispering trees and rolling surf
of an open mind
in the stream
i lept through the fire and became another person in my mind
i never saw the truth until it bit me and then i never saw the truth
once again i stay locked in the hole and my only comfort the other locked down ones who have been waiting there for me
several years of contentment and then the magic will go to the furtherest recesses only to reappear in forms unattainable
to taunt me and to run through my reality with a sword of truth
delivering to me my truth which is a lie
'his flower eyes crushed me till i bled'
'never give your heart to a heart hungry lover'
sorry alice
but you don't live here anymore and i do
so f*** off and give me your words
i have my own but cannot bring them out
only want to make them see it is me
i want to be that un noticed and that necessay
sorry M. i did it again