Falling Poem by nightmare hkt

I m thinking of the memories
Lots of coming lots of going
Lots of terrible lots of enjoying
Feeling the worst feeling the best
One sailing ship going over seas
Route to sun…..
Sun includes only lights? ? ?
My love’s my route
And including the sadness
Unbleivable pick
Between the dreams and memories
My love rises always there
And sunrises comes with lots of senses
Suicide, lose the sunbath
Suicide, love the moon instead….
Need apologetic flowers
On hand of one mischivous
Destiny never lets
My heart is anxious
Storms, rains
So hard to sail
Flowers are dieing
Indiffirent for fate
Feeling the warm
But why still darkness
I’m dieing
Angels chose the moon….
I’m drinking my blood
Disgusting but not hurt
Agonized but not enraged
My tears are red
Couldnt be able to stop
I’m falling
Ready to burn
Ready to sun
But not to dark…
Summary and
The most remembering memory…..