Fear Poem by James Davis

She told me I was special that I had a flicker of a brighter light. She saw things in me that I could have never seen. She did something I couldn't believe. She made the pain cease. She helped me fall in love she helped me show my emotions but now things are out of proportion she left me, because the deep darkness kept consuming me. She think its anger but its really fear, the fear of waking up and not having her there. The one thing that I am afraid of and now its here. The day she didnt return the day she had enough i cant believe fear broke us up. We had a bond unbreakable to many but fear set in and now i'm mickey without minnie. My fear has lead to my own demise. It has led to lonely nights where all i do is hurt and cry. Now that fear is a reality something that crawled out of an alley way and sucked me in...I cant defend myself so it consumes me.. while in its grasp it ruins me... turning me into monster with no regrets... Im sorry i ripped you heart from your chest.. but it wasnt me and thats all i want you to see... I want you to be with me but i want you to accepts my hearts apology before it dies disappears to never be seen. Will you accept my apology for letting the fear consume me and return to where we were to marry me? ? ?