Fears Poem by Njube Nangamso

fears i thought had left thee,
have since appeared from the dephts of my internal heart
my mind gets lost in thoughts as i Embark on this answer seeking question
had these fears left me? or had i left them?
t'is these fears that bring feelings of insecurities that dos! ! ! t overtake the love shared by two souls
had i not addressed these fears in my past life.
t'is this confusion that rescues the fears once cast in the Pits of my mind
am i so naive and fragile that the latter seeker has managed to find me.
i can feel the protection walls cramble, as the surds steam in masses.
fears i thought had been buried have thus ressuracted.
i lay awake at night trying to capture back the spark that used to twinkle in my eyes, now that look has been replaced by traces of fatigue caused by fears.
is this fear or paranior that has since invaded my chain of thoughts.
Fears..... Fears...... Fears