Feelings Poem by Crystal Midnight

good -bye my friend
I leave you this poem for at least some what of a closure
on are friendship a bond
that will last a life time and will live on forever

they burn me down
tell me Im no good
hurt my feelings
why
why do they do it
for self satisfaction
for I’m better then the others
that will never amount to anything
they make me cry
cry so hard that death seems so near
that it’s not scary any longer

no more
will I be teased
will I cry another tear
or hurt another sole

I’ve died inside
so often
that I’m dead but still alive
my heart still beats
but has been stopped for almost a year
I have no fear of heaven or hell

I’ll be gone soon enough to leave
an impact on there hearts on there soles
I will haunt them until
they die
I’ll slowly drain
their life out of them

so good-bye my friend I’ll always remember you
for the only one who seemed to care
although I will remember them as the people
from hell
the people who made me do this

I pick the gun up
I put it to my temple
as the gun goes off my last words are
I’ll hate them forever