Feels Poem by ESPN CHICK

Feels like my black cold heart is fading away
It feels like its turning back into red
This heart no longer bruised nor hurting
Its back beating normal

Feels like this broken body isn't broken anymore
Feels like the pieces put themselves together again
And it feels good
I feel better feel like anything is possible

I've been happy the past few days
That's something new
I feel whole again
Feels nice to be able to breathe without pain

Feels like crying is no longer my lullaby
I feel so good like nothing else matters
But will this stay will this happiness stay
Will these tears no longer fall

I want to know
Will this pain stay gone
Will this heart be bruised and blackened again
I've been there before every-time I turn around I was happy then the next I was broken over again

I hope this will last
God I hope this will last
Cause now I have you
But will it be for good

Every-time I turn back to you
I always find a way to turn away and blame you
For ever mistake that's made
God please help me stay whole and not to break when I fall

Help me make it through the storms
Help me feel this happiness forever
Cause it feels so good
And I feel better I feel so much better

February 4,2008