Finding Another Poem by Mrs. Cynosure

Maybe we weren't meant to be
Maybe this is lust and not love
Maybe I'm in lust with you and in love with him
No I'm in love with you
But you never know until you try right?
No I'm with you! Never! No trying!
You're the greatest guy
You're the man of my world
You're the man I could never replace
You're the love of my life
My soul mate
The guy I want to spend the rest of my life with
I must be getting cold feet of some sort.
I love you for a million reasons
I will love you until I die
But could he be my real soul mate
Or are you
I'm so confused with my feelings for you
And my feelings for him

What should I do?
I'm so lost
In my mist of mixed feelings for you and him
What do I do?
I don't know what I need to do
Help me someone
I've falling off the cliff of righteousness
And don't know my way back up
I'm lost and don't know how to get back
Just give me your hand to help me up and
Point me in the right direction

I love you more then I've ever loved anyone else
In my whole life
But I'm falling hard and very fast for him
Even after I've told my self about a million times
That I don't like him I love you
And always will love you.
I'm being loyal to you and
That's a big improvement for me because I've never
Been loyal to someone that's been in a relationships
With me in my life so
That must mean something
Right?
It dose to me!