Finding Me Poem by Dawie Jacobs

i Am lost inside empty and hollow
with out u im full of sorrow....2Years
went by and still i see in my dreams
u coming back to me...Darkness is
where i live and only loves light can
set me free...it sadenss me..Why
dont u hear my plea?

News came..a message blue and grey
...ur getting marred! ! ! How dear u say.
so i sit and think, man i need a drink!
We have a son u and i, will u realy go for
another guy? .....Peace be with u and dont
forget that my soul will alway be full of regret.

My son will never know me, tell him
i love him only....il step aside for his sake, for
a child having two dads..give him a break....
I walked that road, as u wel know..and it burdens
me so....I wont make the same mistake...
so Plz God up in heaven safe my child from that
burden...give him love and my compasion...
and one day when im gone, remember to love
my son...