Finding True Love. Poem by Tayla ( Rain. ) Conde

I would always think 'when will it be my turn to find love? '
I thought that having a 'someone' would fill my emptiness.

But now I realize, I'm better off without a love.

Because I know that shortly afterwards, heartbreak will be on its way.

Slowly creeping towards my heart.

So, screw finding love.

I'm not going to be with anyone until they PROVE that they will be there for me until our dying day.

It seems like so much work, you know?
Trying to please your 'someone'.

Trying to make them happy.

Trying to get them to stop their bad habits.

You put so much effort into the relationship, that is drains the life out of you.

'If you really love that person, it should be worth it.'

Yes, it should.

But why bother?
They will just break your heart one day anyway, or you'll break theres.