First Love Poem by Kiri Yume

It starts slowly but it will surely engulf my heart
I cant understand it,
I cant seem to wrap my mind around this....

What is this strange sensation seated deep within my soul?
Is it pain? Or pleasure? I dont know
This hidden sensation that erupts only if see you...
Even the slightest glance is enough

So I try to forget you
But it seems it is pointless
No matter if he is the Adonis of the world
And if I paste his face on the walls of my room
Even so
The walls of my heart still has you engraved in me
no matter what
I still love you...

No mater how I may deny it
because I can no longer be with you
I know I still love you