Billie Lupin (May 21 1990 / Brooklyn New york)

Dad is the one who screwed up the most and dad makes my pain worse

They Say he loves you and he would never want to hurt you
but he hurt and hurt me bad
the parents are the reason so many kids minds get screwed up like mine

Mom is the drug attick
i would rather her beat the crap out of me then kill her self that way
what a rolemodel you are

You call me and tell me you love me
well if you loved me you wouldn't care mor about what your Phyco boyfriend wants then your own daughters

Sence you both left me i an a screwed up kid unhappy cause i have no supportive mom and dad
you say 'God i have missed to much in Billie's life'
and you have and you will never be able to make all that time up

Dad you didn't come to any of my birthdays sence i was 2
you weren't at my first play
you didn't congradulate me even over phone when i took my team to softball team to the championship

Mom you haven't been to my birthday sence i was 4
you didn't comet to my graduation
you wont be able to teach me everything i need to know

You both screwed up big
you both left me alone
all i care about now is my sister and the ones who realy care about

now that you are gone i became different
madder, unhappy, lonley, unloved
you brought those feelings to me

and i dont like them at all
they are embeded in me for ever
like a tatoo you can never get rid of

you forgotten me
you left me
now it is i who should turn my back on you