Friend Or Love Poem by Kish Jane

My friend loves him, and i love him too
afraid to tell my friend what i feel for him
for i feared that she mighthate me
but he was just too good to be loved.

My friend always ask me of how he is doing
and i always answered that he is fine
but something was so wrong
every time i tell more about him
the more i can see his beauty
the more i fell in love with him.

i'd rather say nothing
than saying something taht can hurt me.
i wanted to be there bridge but what if
i will hate my self for letting that happened.

But i think he has a little bit of feelings for me.
he stares at me like i am a stranger
smiles at me like he has never seen me before
call me when he has no one to talk with.
and he was just to irresistible to resist with.

i love them both
but i dont have two hearts than can love them.
i have one but i dont know to whom i shall give

but my friend dont deserves betrayal and a traitor friend like me
but she deserves a loyal and true friend. i cant be true to her for i cant tell the truth
i just dont know whom to choose
a friend that can still accept me, or
the guy that i cant be sure of his feelings to me.