From Today I Guess Poem by krishna kumar

I called you an angel but you treated me unimportant..
I gave you a heart-full of love but you didn't mind at all..
You said you don't love me and ignored me,
I should have got angry on you and ignored you in the same way But all I did was hurt myself and cried for you everyday..
I don't know why but I felt better every time I hurt myself more.. Like the continuously beaten up steel becoming stronger,
I became stronger day by day by withholding the unbearable pain.. For all these days, I felt sad because I couldn't get you..
But from today, when you do not love me at all,
Then I guess I do not need you at all..