Fundamental Of Liar Chapter Clxiii: I'M Fine Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I don't want to cause worry
I don't like to show weakness
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my clothes look terrible
Though my appearance defeats a ghost
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my stand is falling
Though my spirit is waning
I'm fine,  I'm fine

Though guilt is consuming me
Though grief is blinding me
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though only adrenaline enforcing me
Though only pride is leading me
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my mind's jumbled
Though my memory is a mess
I'm fine, I'm fine

I will never want to admit honestly
I will never be conquered by mere scratch
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my mouth is gritting tight
Though my face is growing paler
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my strength is fading
Though my consciousness getting distant
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though I discreetly suffering
Though the agony is excruciating
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my life is slowly taken
Though the scar disturbingly gnawing
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my body's battered
Though my legs weakly buckled
I'm fine, I'm fine

It is my instant response
It is my final defense
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though my eyes can't see straight
Though my head's spinning wild
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though the attack comes full force
Though I curl my form helplessly
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though the pain is clear written
Though the wound can not well hidden
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though everyone could tell the lie
Though anyone could see the charade 
I'm fine, I'm fine

Though it is only a lame excuse
Though it is like enchanted mantra
I'm fine, I'm fine

You know well my stubbornness
You already guess my answer
I'm fine, I'm fine