Go For The Kill Poem by Aishya Helm

As a child I was Silent
I was quiet.
No one was invited to my World
I was alone as I chose to be.

My mother pushed to rise my
Curiosity
and with Luminosity, my Imagination took Ignition.

By the age of 9 I knew the ways of Microsoft Word,
The Internet, I found my flash drive with stories
I wrote and Power Points I made with Intent to make
something of myself

When I was a child my words
came on paper to me and I found myself an Artist a Writer
Capital 'W' that is because I take it to the fullest and I'll take it even farther
don't test me, because if you want it I will give it,
the truth hurts so if you don't want it don't you dare ask me or shoot me later for telling you.

Because you don't shoot the messenger, and if you even try your finger won't reach the trigger with this one.

I tell you don't test me
because I stand here
to tell you my story.

How my father could preach
and in me i show you that today
How my mother could write
and in my own writing
I show you my parents
and the young woman
here before you.

And now I ask you,
Who are you?

If you don't know then find
yourself.
Find who you are and tell your story I want to know you, feel you, understand you, delve within everything you are.

Because I stand here and
tell you who I am
I am a the girl who writes for fun
I am the girl who dreams and fires her thoughts off like a
gun

And when I was young
I was inspired by a song
And the words that I sang
made my world.

And I can still tell you

'There's a place that go
that nobody knows, where
the rivers flow and I call
it home. Where there's no
more lies and the Darkness
is Light and nobody cries
There's always butterflies! '

Now that may be nothing to
you but it's something
to me

So tell me now...

Who you be?

Now I may not know everything
but don't treat me like I'm
stupid

I know enough to tell you
that I have felt the affect
from the arrow of cupid

And oh...

It hurts lik a bitch
when it doesn't go your
way.

I never knew real pain
until I felt that

Yes I know that kind of
Pain
And I know Neglect
and at some points in my life
I've known my own self
Reject

But I can't let that slow
Me down, no, oh no.

I've got places to go
Things to see

Finding new sides of my
Artistry

And just think, this, is only
one piece of me, not even
a whole piece, just a
Beginning

When someone sees how
long my mind goes, they
won't know what to do.

Can they match up to
my skills no I think
not I can be full of
Pride but Im a
Challenger too

I Argue
Question
Answer
Re-question
and Challenge again
till you can't see strait

I'll challenge you first
and surely you'll challenge
Back

And I'll keep on going
as if I thought I could
Wrap...The Argument up

And have the last laugh.

Are you keeping up?

I told you homeboy
Don't test me!

Cause I'm right here,
But I'm also there
Here
Diagonal
Vertical
Horizontal
and Cattywompous

And if you think that word is absurd
You're just a Pompous
ol'e windbag who can't
hold your own air

I know I'm cool and
stylish

But Please...

Don't Stare.

Yes I got class & sass

Put da 'Sass' in
Sass-a-phone

Yes, I just went there

But enough of me
back to you

I'm not here for school;

I wanna hear
Rules
Rants
Roars
Rips & Rolls

Butter on toast so sweet
You lose the controls

This isn't about me
It's You
But it's Me..

This is my voice to You
You to me and back
Again

Don's stop there
Don't stop here

Find You, Test You
And if you don't I will
The world can be a
Thrill

So get high on Life.
When you find yourself

And touch your
Life's own Will

Do me a favor..

Go For The Kill...