Going Crazy And Missing Home Poem by dark queen

Sitting here quietly no one notices me
I’m just the shy stupid girl.
Doesn’t do very well in school.
She’s a major disappointment to her parents.
Do they know what I could do?
The people I hate; do they know I want to kill them?
That I can do this and possibly never get caught?
Then I think, why?
Why don’t I do this?
Then I remember.
I have people who love me at home.
No not my house.
They don’t love me.
They barely love the girl I am at home.
The laughing unhelpful one
No the people that love me back in my hometown.
My real family is my guy friends that are my older brothers.
My sisters that I can cry on their shoulders
After a break up my parents don’t know about.
I miss them.
Even though they live only twenty minutes away
I can’t go see them.
Its been almost a year and a miss my family.