Happy Medium Poem by Rokket Grrl

Right now I'm having troubles deciding who I am
I don't want to make a choice just to know I can
I want to make a choice that reflects the inner me
And reflects the girl that I one day hope I'll be
She's very beautiful and flirts with every guy
And all the boys like it though they have no idea why
She clouds her face with makeup to hide all the faults
And even though she doesn't have it she still tends to flaunt
She's the topic of everyone's conversations only not for the right reasons
Because her hair is always straight and her clothes match the seasons
Or she could stay what she is now-flawless but only cause she thinks so
People tend to say things but little does she know
Not everything about her is according to plan
Even though there's a rather common raging demand
She's got the world on her shoulders driving her though
A shameful life that she doesn't always want to
But sometimes she wishes that the world knew
That even if she changes her tactics she'll still be true
To the girl that lies under the skin and in the heart
The one that they all knew from the very start
So watch her ship shape and bring your comments, by all means
But maybe a happy- medium is now all she needs