Hard Recollections About The Painful Past Poem by MOHAMMAD SKATI

Born to suffer!
Born to pain!
I left for good,
I returned for good,
I suffer ,
I die a thousand of times today,
I live in a real heal ,
Life is lifeless ,
I made on great mistake,
I am penniless ,
All around you is very bad,
I have no choice ,
I helped everyone,
I gave everyone ,
Everyone denied me ,
I was rejected by everyone , Death is a good thing,
Life is pretty, but.....................
I don't feel good,
I have a lot of headache,
I sacrificed for everyone,
I was kicked out ,
I am very poor,
I don't know how to get out of it! It is absurd to wait for.......................
I don't like my situation ,
Everything is dark and gloomy,
I live in death and I die in life ,
I am not okay.
All around me is dark,
The clouds of evil encircle me,
The wrath of life is upon my head ,
My whole body hurts ,
I feel bad ,
No punctuation marks
I don't know what's going on!
All words die slowly and gradually ,
My poems fall like a fallen house,
All poetry is the same ,
Bad people are everywhere,
No choices!
No options!
No good things!
Out of order!
Out of date!
I can not update anything!
I can not upgrade anything!
I am down!
I shut down!
I am no more!
Born to suffer!
Born to pain!