Hard To Show As Well As To Hide Poem by krishna kumar

When someone doubts and asks me
Whether I am in love, I reply no
Before they could close their lips
When I write some love poems, I destroy them
Before someone could see it
When someone says their love experiences
I just watch them silently with my mouth shut
When I see some love couples I cry
Inside my heart for my unluckiness, but
I could hide them through my facial reactions.
I become insane sometimes
While imagining my future with you, but
I could even hide that through my intelligence
I do all these things in order to hide my love from others
And show myself as if I am not in love
But, when I stare at something forgetting my surroundings and
If someone could ask me what I am thinking
I know I would say your name spontaneously
Making all these efforts in vain………
It is hard for me to show my love to you
It is even harder for me to hide my love from others eyes as well