Hate Me Love Yourself Poem by amanda siecinski

It was so late
but my eyes were wide open
along wiht my heart
you hurt me so bad
i hated you that night
you lied, not once but so many times.
i wanted to smash the phone
at the sound of your ring tone
and the sound of your voice did not make it any better

It just kept getting later
you walked in as if you did nothing wrong
and you did.. you lied to me
but at the sight of you
with your gorgeous eyes
and your wonderful smell
all the reasons i hated you
vanished as if they were never there

You sat down, i didnt care
i worked hard while you slept beautifully
The way your arms wrapped me was incredible
how is this the first time i have been in them?

you slept i worked i didnt seem to notice
just keep me wrapped and im satisfied

my work complete so i lay next to you
the lights dimmed and our eyes met
we lay there still as ever with a silence
not akward but wonderful
it was a well needed silence
i need to catch my breath
and get some life back into me

then you slide closer with lips as lucioius as ever
i love your mouth your lips your tounge,
i love how it explores mine
i wanted all of you that night

but i know how to stop for it wasnt the right time
it was late real late so you left but not before
you gently kissed my head

i now dream in suspence of when i will
be in your arms again